wasakan moments

"wala kang kwenta" she said.
"thank you" i replied

"how are you and dan?" i continue, to add more insult to thee.

i guess she thinks its stupid that im happy for her. she thinks i should be sorry because she has new boy friend now. she reasoned why she cheated on me (i know its a harsh word but truth sucks) its because she didnt want that 7000 miles distance apart. she cant stay normal so... she starts to forget me, phone calls not answered, cancelled, unattended, turned off and finally... no longer exist she changed her digits. i was left alone dreaming, saying i love yous, giving kisses and hugs, living in a delusional world where i thought she was just probably tired or busy thats why she didnt want to hear my voice. but hold on... im alone... she left me alone. guess how much it hurts? no metaphor for what i felt its just pure and intense heart ache.

but im happy for her now, im over it and she thinks its ridiculous?

im so happy

im so happy! wuuuhooo!
party at my place, i live at 123 fake street

Empire Of the Sun

Tae talaga! He's dead. he died yesterday... J.G. Ballard the man who wrote the novel "Empire of the Sun" made into film by Spielberg.

No shenanigans to this post im just devastated. i think i'll watch a korean movie tonight and wet my duvet with tears. huhuhu...

ur god is dead

funny but i thought god never sleeps, never dies.
italy buries their deads.
ur god is dead?
good friday!

cooking time

i dont like to cook. but every time i watch cooking shows i always say wtf that was so frickin easy i can do that too. *with an inspired face* i lit the stove and... what was it again that guy did?

my roomate is a girl and she's a good cook too but she stayed over to a mate's flat for donkey days. dunno if she's coming back. sob* so im on my own here. so if im not watching some cute and awesome japanese por... porridge... im learning how to cook. ^_~

but yeah i dont care if its holy week im having pork chops fo dinner tonight! yum yum!

sleepless

i only slept 3 mins yesterday meyn... well i guess i think 'twas only 3 mins. anyway, im so sleepy when i came to work today and i hate you redbull! so damn expensive!

i felt bragging to my colleagues that i only had an hour of sleep because i stayed up late studying all night. they bought it and you will too because its true and im not proud of it(maybe just a little bit). ^_^

i dont study really because i dont know how to *lols.

liar! do you have a gun? shoot me please!

gun damn it!

i went to Piccadilly Tucadero yesterday and i saw those cool gundam action figures. as usual i said gun damn it! too expensive! O_o

i should've bought some when i was still in battersea and the shop that sells cheaper gundams was just across the foot bridge. gun damn it again!