wasakan moments

"wala kang kwenta" she said.
"thank you" i replied

"how are you and dan?" i continue, to add more insult to thee.

i guess she thinks its stupid that im happy for her. she thinks i should be sorry because she has new boy friend now. she reasoned why she cheated on me (i know its a harsh word but truth sucks) its because she didnt want that 7000 miles distance apart. she cant stay normal so... she starts to forget me, phone calls not answered, cancelled, unattended, turned off and finally... no longer exist she changed her digits. i was left alone dreaming, saying i love yous, giving kisses and hugs, living in a delusional world where i thought she was just probably tired or busy thats why she didnt want to hear my voice. but hold on... im alone... she left me alone. guess how much it hurts? no metaphor for what i felt its just pure and intense heart ache.

but im happy for her now, im over it and she thinks its ridiculous?