Smoke on the Water

Rain has started to fall again for the past few days but it's kind enough to stop for my little trip to my friends place during evening to smoke. NOT weeds but cigarettes. Yeah I know smoking is bad to your health but now I only smoke after a meal... OK maybe not. But I believe that people, once they reach the age where they can buy cigarettes, have an idea of responsibility. That's why Grade School was hell, High School was purgatory: discipline-wise. College students, old enough to drink beer and go to clubs should at least be trusted to maintain an air that invokes respect. They should not be choked to uniformity.



Now that my dad knows that I smoke, sometimes he advises me about the side effects of smoking but he never grounds me because I smoke. The beers in the fridge is free if your at least 18 years old. We have beers in our fridge not because we're alcoholics. We don't drink beer because we want to get drunk. Its for relaxation purposes only. My brother and I are so afraid to be caught drunk by dad that's why sometimes if we're drunk we usually sleepover to a friend's house or stay until we're not drunk anymore or keep our alcohol tolerance level down.



Good thing for those who doesn't have a sleeping problem or insomnia. Its so nice to sleep this time of year (rainy season). =P

Don't Just Look at the Pictures! READ!

I like someone that actually reads not look around. If people reads someones page and get the message maybe they'll start thinking. Its something that I want and I gain, admire and respect. That's the most important thing before you can get to know a person. If your not interested that's totally fine. A blog is still a blog, its still there even if you don't read it. It doesn't needs you to exist.

I'm not representing myself here and I'm not saying that someone actually wants to have my number *duh*. I'm not making any sense! OK the thing here, is that the idea of self expression and sometimes you relating to the situations I write. If a person writing his stuff and just being himself can sometimes not be admired by his readers, I think that's OK but at least this person deserves respect.

Bald Again

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After

I don't think this pussy wants to be shave as well. *lol*
Say Hi to Bogard my kitty ^_^

Whew... I dunno how you'll call this but I got back from wearing my old haircut. The bald haircut... yeah... I use to have bald haircut back in high school and until my college days in FEU. Like I said before I'm bald for a pretty long time. I don't know what's gotten to me and suddenly I went to became bald again *lol*.

Some people actually told me that I look better in bald hair (semi-kalbo in Tagalog). I dunno but maybe it promotes the clean image out of me. Plus my barber who cuts my hair ever since when I was kid says that I have an even skull shape unlike others who has some lumps on or sometimes even flat head shapes(OK I'm not carrying my own chair here *lol*). He's my barber ever since and I think he's not making it all up. You see, it comes along from good parenting. If the baby stays in bed for a very long time tendencies are that they will have a flat skull shape mostly from the back of their head. Hmmm... good thing when I was still an infant my mom regularly turns my head for a different position while I'm lying and gives attention to me by carrying me in her arms for a couple while and not letting me lay down for so long (thanks mom!). I have a neighbor who has a flat shape from the back of his head. The back of his head is like a cliff, it is leveled down to his nape and I said "Awesome! Your head kinda reminds of an orange cut in half." *lol*. No offense to his mother but I think she's too lazy or maybe just busy all the time. But hell NO! This is your kid that we're talking about, I think parents should have lots of time for their kids especially when they're still infant. Imagine this kid will be teased by his cousins, classmates, office mates, barkadas or when he get married even his wife and kids! OK Stop! I'm starting to sound like King DJ Logan (a guy from Max Ville FM radio 103.5 who likes to ridicule others). Sorry my bad ^_^

Before you get a haircut make sure you ask your friends for advise and ask them which haircut looks good on you or you can ask your barbero. You don't want your friends asking you if the barber who did your hair is still alive. Right? If they ask you that probably your haircut doesn't look good on you. *lol*

Gorgeous

Kit Chan and Willi...

You might be wondering the song on my profile and why is it mandarin? Last week I watched a non typical Jackie Chan movie and I loved the OST that's why I put it on my media box at my friendster page. To see my friendster page click here.



Gorgeous is a romantic comedy with some fights. It is not an adventure film. It's not an action film. It's a romantic comedy with some fights. So, all who are looking for a Jackie Chan action extravaganza will be disappointed. But those looking for a funny love story with incredible fight scenes, this is your film. Jackie Chan stars as a multi-millionaire who's lives only with a butler and is very lonely. Along comes a girl named Bu, who got a message in a bottle and flies to Hong Kong to meet her prince. When things don't work out so well she runs in to Jackie, sparks fly and you all know the rest. The film is great as a different type of romantic comedy by adding in the fights. It mixes up the tempo a bit and some times it catches the viewer off guard, which is good. What the film has trouble in is the comedy. At times it's very funny and will get you giggling but at many times it tries too hard to be funny coming off just boring and dull. Jackie is Jackie and his acting chops are put to the test with this performance. He shows that he's versatile and not just the smiling death defying action hero he's known for. Other than Jackie the other performances are done to best of the actors' ability. They're OK but you don't really care for them and some of them gets very annoying. I give it an 8. It's a good romantic comedy with a dash a fantasy and some amazing Jackie Chan fight sequences sprinkled on top for extra flavor. If your a Chan fan it's a must see. For everyone else, rent it with a boyfriend or girlfriend. I think it's a film that just might please everyone. The movie title in Philippines is High Risk but in English International Title its Gorgeous.

INSOMNIA again

I never wanna go through this again.News reports mumbled on the background. A few minutes later, an unfamiliar pop music in a foreign language interupted the monotonous mumbo-jumbo. The different sounds from the changing of tv channels has become a feeble attempt of self-distraction from the depressing thoughts that have been creeping into my head. I haven't been in this terrible state for the longest time, and even faint thoughts of it happening again during my most jovial times sent chills to my bones. But it is happening to me now.

I resorted to watching a vcd movie with my bro just now just to keep my mind occupied. Even as a comedy, it at best, faintly lifted the corners of mouth for a few much-treasured seconds of temporary light moments before being suppressed by the looming melancholy again. It was only 11.30pm when it ended, and still a long way to go before the night ends. I was getting desperate. How did I spend my normal nights? I dare not even resort to listening to anything right now, for I fear to interpret the songs and relate them to my situation. Especially a handful of them I religiously listened to lately. It has become so damn antagonising.

That is certainly not the last of my worries, for that's just a start to the things I must get used to. When you give meaning to her existence and her sole purpose was derived from that single source or reason, you wonder how you'll be able to face and handle her again in a different light without destroying her in the process of changing your mindset. Fight or flight. But where can you flee to when she's everywhere? I can't think of anything without her in between.

The zero-hour of its impact was surprisingly easier to get through. But the subsequent period is where the damage really starts to seep in. That's when you start to feel what hit you, and how badly it has got you. Gosh, I dare not think of what's ahead.

Now it's 1.25am and I've managed to drag writing this entry till this time. I've managed to keep my mind on doing something logical, like correcting my grammar, deciding what words to use, re-reading the passage again and again, etc...all in the name of distraction and passing of time. Soon it'll be lights out when I can finally let the bottled feelings and emotions all gush out. I do hope I'll be able to address these consequences as directly as I could, in terms of tears and puffy eyes...than to lose my mind in these frightening and depressive thoughts through sleeplessness. And one of the worst thing is to let your emotions rule you when you least expected it, and not being able to control it.

I'd need all the help I can get.

Captive Moments

I noticed that I haven't post a picture that had been taken from my phone. I don't have a digital camera or a professional camera that has huge lens, all I have is my phone camera but it didn't stop my views in photography. My phone always comes in handy whenever there's a good shot for something. Some shots are not much and some are just a result of random clicks that had been taken without consent and these are the moments that I think should be treasured. Here are just a few of those:

INC crowd in Siglaro 2007 at the Rizal High School. One of the biggest high schools in the world in terms of student population, is located in Pasig. Its in Guinness World Records.

If you are standing with me here you can actually see that the sun sets exactly in Fort Bonifacio Global City.

A shot taken from the roof top of our two storey house. The Fort Bonifacio Global City and the bright tablet is a huge Guess billboard.

Tom-tom playing X-box and expressing his feelings *lol*.

A kid with Polio playing Badyao.

This shot was taken from Magnolia Street. There were kids playing Badyao and two of them have Polio. I have taken a shot of this kid cause he looks happier than the other one. Whenever he smiles you can see the saliva dripping from his mouth down to his naked chest. So innocent and so happy, I was touched when he said sorry after hitting me with his flying slipper then he smiled at me.